Bump in the Road
Month
16 Day 7
2358 Hours
Smitty
After the others stepped out of the office, Colleen gave a soft sigh and told him, "I never actually told you I'd marry you."
Shocked, Smitty exclaimed, "But you
have to!" At once, he realized what that sounded like, especially to
outsiders, and turned to shut the office door. "No, I don't mean that the
way it sounded. You must do what's best for you and the child, of course, but I
hope that includes me. I need and want
you in my life in a big way. You and that little bundle you carry. I can't
imagine my life without you and the child in it, intimately part of it."
He paused as a vague idea of what life would be like hit him. He cleared his
throat and admitted, "Well, I can, but it's pretty bleak."
There was silence for a second before she
spoke. "That's a huge turn-around, practically overnight. From not wanting
anything to do with... us, to what you've just said. How am I supposed to...
believe it?"
He considered the question for a long
moment. "It's from the heart. I meant every word of it. What do you want
me to do? How can I prove myself?"
"I don't know," she answered
simply. "You... described an option for going forward, once. It involved a
ship-building station."
"I thought it the best option for
us," he answered. "But if you don't like the idea..."
"It didn't sound... horrible,"
she stated. "Frankly, I don't know what options I might have. I know the Fleet doesn't allow children living on
their ships, so I will have to find a job either planet-side or on a station
somewhere, and I don't know how to find one of those, or how to tell if it's a
good fit for me. Or how to land such a job. My whole future is completely
unknown. I haven't got a clue how to proceed, in any direction." A tear
slid down her cheek.
Smitty swallowed. "I could hunt up
other options for you. Us. We could discuss the possibilities."
She considered that and then nodded
slowly. "That would help."
He wanted to step closer and hug her,
but her back didn't need that kind of pressure, and he wasn't sure how she was
feeling towards him right now. "If we're discussing options, I suppose I
should point out that you could go
to MacGregor and... have the fetus removed."
She shook her head. "I'm not
inclined to consider that."
He sighed in relief. "Good. I'm
relieved. Then I'll set to work on what other options you have."
"Thank you, Smit. That means a lot
to me."
Month
16 Day 8
0854 Hours
Abdulla
Abdulla caught sight of a certain redhead almost as soon as she entered the St Elmo's engineering department. She veered over to approach the warp alcove and hissed in sympathy when she saw the stripe of angry skin up the back of Mac's head.
"Hello, Abs," Mac greeted her.
"Caught sight of my seared scalp, did you? Don't worry, it doesn't hurt
much anymore. I'm hoping the hair might start growing back before I return to
the Fireball."
"We heard you'd been hit with some
diflaxibrophine, but that you were back to light duty already. Nobody mentioned
you'd lost some hair. Are you doing this alcove on your own?"
"No, Ivy's helping," Mac
answered as she tightened the restraints to hold the 3rd crystal in position.
"She did all the upper access panels I couldn't easily reach, and now
she's working on the bottom access panels."
"I'm almost done," Ivy's
muffled voice came from inside the console. "So, you couldn't resist a
total rebuild, eh, Abdulla?"
"Well, you know, it's something
different from working communications. So, what do you need me to do?"
"Want to tackle a nacelle?"
Mac asked. "It's airtight, but hasn't even had any diagnostics run
yet."
"By myself?"
"I don't think so," Mac
answered, and turned from the crystal mechanism. "Let's find Lt Zolka and
see if he's got a team together yet. I'll be back shortly, Ivy."
"Take your time," Ivy
answered.
The 2 women walked to the office, where
Mac operated the intercom and requested, "Lt Zolka, please report
in."
It only took a moment to get a response.
"Lt Zolka. What do you need, Mac?"
"Have you put together a team to work
on the starboard nacelle?"
"Ah, I've got an ensign, a
technician, and me. I don't suppose anybody else has finished up whatever they
were working on, have they?"
"Not that I know of, but I'm
sending you help anyway. Lt Abdulla of the Fireball. Don't let her
communications uniform fool you; if she would transfer to engineering, Mr
Smythe would make her a shift supervisor."
Abdulla opened her mouth to protest that
proclamation, but before she could, Zolka said, "Well, send her out. And
ask her to bring a Hodges' spanner. I seem to have forgotten to bring
one."
"You got it," Mac answered,
and closed the channel.
"What in space does he need a
Hodges' spanner for in one of the nacelles?"
"It's a test," Mac answered.
"To see if you know what one is. After all, you're only a lieutenant of communications. That means something
here." She took a deep breath that turned into a yawn, and then shook her
head. "Well, it's the starboard nacelle, and you know where the spanners
are, if you feel like carrying one there."
"You look tired, Mac," Abdulla
observed. "I imagine it must be difficult, working 12 hour days when
you're still trying to recover from your burns."
"It doesn't help that Smit treats
me like I'm extremely delicate or something. Sometimes I just want to scream at
him to stop treating me like an invalid."
"He doesn't want you to wind up
back in med bay, unable to help him at all."
"Oh, it's more than that." She
turned to face her friend squarely. "Because of my injury, they discovered
I'm pregnant."
Abdulla blinked and stared at her friend
for a moment. "I'd heard the rumors, but I didn't believe them."
"The rumors were wrong," Mac
declared. "Back then, I wasn't. But now I am. About 6 Earth weeks,
according to the diagnostic bed."
"That gives you about 7 weeks
before they ship you planet-side," Abdulla observed. A heavy sadness fell
over her. The Fireball won't be the same
without Mac on it. How will Bugalu take her absence? "Does Bugalu
know?"
"Oh, he's not the father," Mac
stated hurriedly, and rolled her eyes. "But he proposed, anyway, the silly
gerkat. Anyway, I need to explore my options. And that's hard to do right now,
with 12 hours on shift and the rest of my day in med bay, trying to get better.
Anyway, you'd better get moving, or Zolka will be positive you don't know your
way around."
"Yes, I understand. We'll talk
later," Abdulla stated, and turned away, pausing at a locker to pick up a
Hodges' spanner, which was not used
on any piece of equipment associated with the warp drive.
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