Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Time for Fun & No Hiding


Time for Fun
Month 8 Day 30
(Shore Leave Day 1)
0800 Hours
Jane Burke

“Attention all hands. The USS Fireball has docked with Port Station Gortia of the Ulseess system. All crew members are hereby relieved of duty for 2 weeks of shore leave, due to return by 1201 on day 17. Set your personal alarms, get out there and have fun!”

As the enthusiastic announcement faded away, Jane pulled her chief engineer to one side of the open docking ramp. “What do you mean, you’re not going?”

“I’m deep in the midst of the Yukosk transporter ray, captain. I’ll just stay here-“

“Did you even make any plans for this shore leave?” she demanded.

“I did,” he returned, his face turning a brilliant red. “I’ll simply cancel them and swallow the fees. I’m not worried about that.”

“Well, I am worried about the health and well-being of my chief engineer!” she returned. “This isn’t just a 2 or 3 day layover, Smitty. This is an all-out shore leave! There won’t even be a skeleton crew aboard! When I leave, this ship needs to be empty!”

“I’m aware of the protocols, captain. But I don’t mind being alone. I’ll be able to focus without interruptions.”

“Maybe. For about 12 hours,” she shot back. “Until you got hungry. Or thirsty. Have you forgotten that the only piece of this ship that will still function will be the maneuvering jets? Which have been slaved to the space station’s controls. Everything else will shut down. The lifts, the lights, the drink dispensers, the kitchen… all will be completely off. You’d starve before we got back.”

“I asked Ann- Uh, Chef Hamara to leave me some sandwich fixings…”

“And I told her not to! There’s a reason why we periodically get 2 weeks of shore leave, and I intend for all members of my crew to take advantage of it! The Yukosk machine will still be here 2 weeks from now, but the opportunity for R&R won’t! Now march yourself down that ramp and have fun!”

Smitty hesitated. “Ahhh… I haven’t packed, captain.”

“You’ve got 10 minutes to get your necessities! Or buy whatever you need on the planet! Get going!”

“Aye, captain.” He turned and started off, against the flow of people who had already started across the room and down the ramp.

Drake pulled out of that stream to join her. “Smitty tried to cancel his shore leave?”

“I thought I’d broken him of that,” she muttered. “Hope he doesn’t waste his entire 2 weeks stewing over the project I’m making him leave behind.”

“I hope he’s given serious thought to this shore leave,” Drake stated.

“What’s that mean?”

For a moment, Drake looked flustered, but he pulled himself together. “Occasionally, one faces something they thought would never happen. They need to find a way to get through it, whatever they decide.”

“Which tells me exactly nothing.”

Drake considered that. “One, it’s not my problem to tell you about, captain. And two, give him a chance. He might figure something out.”

Jane sighed. He’s not going to tell me anything. One of the problems of my rank. “Go. Have fun.”

Drake grinned. “Don’t have to tell me twice.” He inserted himself into the flow and started down the ramp to the space station.


No Hiding
Month 8 Day 30
(Shore Leave Day 1)
0900 Hours
Bugalu

He was beginning to get impatient. A full hour since she got off shift, and she hasn’t come home yet. Where is she? Bugalu shifted his position on the couch and continued to wait. In less than a year, she’s gone from not believing she’d ever get any shore leave to refusing a full-length one. She was enthusiastic about making plans a month ago, so what’s happened? If Abdulla hadn’t managed to crack open that time-delayed message she found on her personal device, Mac would have been locked on an essentially dead ship. I imagine Mac sent us all a similar message, but the rest of us don’t have Abdulla’s hacking skills. His personal device beeped. He raised it toward his mouth. “Bugalu.”

“Have you found her?”

Hard to tell if the captain’s peeved. “Not yet. If she doesn’t come home soon, I’ll start hunting for her.”

The captain sighed. Definitely out of sorts. “If it comes to that, let me know. I’ll make a ship-wide announcement that might convince her to join the rest of us. In the meantime, there’s only 2 or 3 others who haven’t yet left.”

“Understood, captain.”

He broke the connection just as the door opened to the vaguely lighted hallway and a familiar shape came in. Mac didn’t seem concerned that the lights in her quarters didn’t come on, and by the time she reached her desk, the door closed, cutting off even that sparse light. After a moment: “Who turned off my computer?”

“The ship did,” Bugalu answered, and heard her chair clatter against the floor. “It’s just me.”

“I recognize your voice,” she snapped. “Computer, lights.” The room remained pitch black.

“Those are mostly off, too,” he told her. “Computer, emergency lights.” The room became discernible as a dim yellow glow began.

Mac picked up her chair and put it under her desk. “What are you doing here?”

“Abdulla broke the time-lock on your message canceling all those plans we made for shore leave.”

“Blast.”

“You really want to disappoint all your friends?”

“No, I… want to be alone,” she answered. “I want to work on my projects. And just… be alone.”

“Well, you can’t.” He got up and approached her. “I know tugs don’t get 2 week shore leaves, so maybe you’ve never been told. Once we attach to a port station, there’s no crew left aboard and everything shuts down. Even the emergency lights will go out in a couple hours, along with the lifts, drink machines, doors, food prep, computers-“

“Those appear to be off already.”

“Even life support. The ship’s so big, you’d have air, but it’d get chilly. Especially near the hull. And if you decided to leave, you couldn’t. She’d be locked up tight. Anyway, the captain won’t let any crew member stay aboard during full shore leave. So change your clothes. I promise we’ll find time for your projects when we get back.”

She sighed. “I don’t have any choice?”

“Nope.”

Her shoulders slumped and she turned for the still-dark bedroom. “Help me pack some things.”

He grabbed his duffel to follow. “Computer, emergency lights in the bedroom. Shut off lights in the living room.” He entered the bedroom to find Mac had already shed her uniform tunic, and was shoving her arms into a thick sweater. “Not that. You’ll be too hot.”

She turned to look at him, lowered her arms. “Where are we going?”

He grinned. “A botanical garden. It’s on the equator, so… pretty warm.”

She backed her arms out of the pullover and tossed the sweater to him. “Pack it, then. I don’t know what Yellow Dog has in mind.”

“Where’s your duffel?”

“In the closet.”

Bugalu poked his head into the closet, and took his time sweeping her uniforms aside to get the duffel off the floor. When he finally emerged, she had removed the rest of her uniform and was pushing her legs into a pair of slacks.

“Could you toss me the blue shirt with long sleeves? I’ll take the green and the red shirts. A couple slacks from my bottom drawer. Some underwear. I can buy whatever else I need. Like a hat. Sunlight doesn’t like my skin.”

Bugalu took the duffel and shirts to Della’s bed to start packing. “You mean your skin doesn’t like sunlight. I’ll buy the hat. One with a large brim. I know you wouldn’t go to a botanical garden except to humor me.”

“There isn’t much I wouldn’t do for you, Bugs,” she said softly as 2 pair of slacks landed on Della’s bed. Mac’s bed creaked, and she was pulling on a pair of half-boots. As she stood, her hands released her hair from its constraints. She opened the top drawer of her dresser, tossed a handful of lace into the duffel and closed it up. “Okay, let’s go. Can I get some whiskey on the way to the botanical garden?”

Bugalu grabbed his own duffel. “Sure. Try not to get drunk on the elevator. You’ve got 2 weeks to drink.” The door opened to let them out. “Computer, lights off,” he instructed as they stepped into the quiet hallway.


Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Observations & Worried Friends


Observations
Month 8 Day 20
1903 Hours
Jane Burke

This should do us all some good. We don’t spend much time together except for work. Why not? Nothing in common? I’m not proposing we become inseparable. Takor wants to learn about humans. And we might learn more about his people. Sounds like a win-win situation to me.

Jane glanced around as she crossed the main rec room and noticed a certain redhead sitting with several friends in a corner. I told her to spend time with friends, not be a recluse. Maybe I should follow my own advice. It sounded pretty good.

Duck looked up from studiously chalking the tip of a pool cue as she approached. “You do realize this is one of the most popular activities on the ship, don’t you? There’s already been 3 groups wanting this table.”

“Once in a while, rank has to have some privilege, not just responsibilities. As soon as the others arrive, we can start.”

“What others?”

“Smitty and Takor. We’ll play as teams.”

“When did Takor learn to play?”

“He’s about to. Here they are. Good evening, gentlemen. We’re going to teach Takor the human game of pool. He’s on your team, Smitty. Help it locate a cue.”

“Is this not a game played in water?” Takor asked.

“Afraid not,” Duck answered. “We don’t play many games in water.”

“I forgot. You have no gills.”

“That would make water games easier,” Jane said. “We can break out some breathing apparatus some day and give it a try. For tonight, let’s try this. Takor, I put you on Smitty’s team because you both speak the same language.”

“Do we not all speak English?”

“Yes, that one, too. But I meant math. Pool is a game of angles and vectors. Smitty, give him a basic rundown of the objectives of the game.”

As Smitty started, Jane noticed Duck’s attention was aimed across the room, where MacDowell was hurriedly making an exit from her group of friends. The redhead practically ran out, tossing a quick look at the pool tables as she left.

“I bet he doesn’t even realize what he’s done,” Duck muttered.

“Who’s done what?” Jane asked.

“Ah... Do you want to break, or shall I?”

“Go ahead,” she told him, and he walked off. MacDowell looked in our direction as she left. Duck wasn’t talking about me, and I assume not about himself. Technically, Takor isn’t male, though many of the crew refer to it that way. Smitty? Again? Wonder if I dare ask how her cross-training is coming.



Worried Friends
Month 8 Day 20
1912 Hours
Tall Bear

Bear watched Mac hurriedly leave, saw her glance at the pool tables. He noted every person in that area. “Bugalu, what’s her problem?” He realized he had interrupted someone. “Sorry, Temple. But Mac’s acting strange, and I’m worried about her.”

Abdulla sighed. “So other people have noticed, too.”

“I’ve noticed,” Temple stated. “But it seems random. Sudden bouts of nervousness that sets her shaking so hard… Or her mind goes blank and she doesn’t even remember she was talking, let alone what she was saying. Now this. So, Bugsy, what’s going on?”

Bugalu frowned at the coffee cup in front of him. “I don’t know. She won’t talk to me about it.”

“If she won’t talk to you...” Capac began.

“Yeah, how can the rest of us have any hope?” Della took over.

“There must be a pattern to it,” Bugalu stated. “She’s nervous at the end of her shift, for one thing.”

“I’m not surprised,” Bear stated.

“Wait,” Abdulla said. “Evans and Adams used to make her angry, not nervous. And Hauser said she gets jumpy just minutes before the end of shift, as if changing shift has her worried.”

“You know about Evans and Adams, then,” Bear confirmed.

“Of course. I thought she’d ask for help long before now, but until she does, there’s not much I can do.”

“She probably won’t ask,” Bugalu stated. “Usually when she protested that kind of attention at the academy, she was the one who got in trouble.”

Temple rolled her eyes. “Why don’t decent men ever stand up for a woman who’s sexually bullied?”

“I don’t know,” Abdulla agreed. “I’ll talk to some of the others on A shift bridge. Maybe if they spoke up…”

“I’m not sure they would,” Della chimed in. “Evans doesn’t just bully women; he has the entire A shift bridge crew cowed. They don’t like it, don’t like him, but he has more rank than they do.”

“Not by much,” Bear stated. “If several spoke up together…”

“Della, isn’t this when you leave for a date?” Capac asked.

“Not tonight,” she answered simply. “I’ve been taking notes every time it isn’t Adams doing the stuff he should be doing in A shift engineering. I haven’t done anything with it yet because, the last week or so, Smythe has hardly poked his nose into engineering! I don’t want him to mistake my notes as a rebuke of his… preoccupation. I’d rather not wind up back on his bad side.”

“I hear he’s working on a Yukosk transporter, now that the technical manual has been translated,” Temple stated.

“Ivy confirms that. Some evenings, he comes back to engineering for her help with a particular passage. Since she’s worked on a kind-of hybrid of it before.”

“Ivy still talks to you, after you monopolized LaPour for so long?” Bugalu asked.

“She can have him, if she still wants him. I tried to tell her he wasn’t really serious. Since I had no trouble pulling him away, she finally saw I was right. I hated to do it, but… she deserves better.”

“I think I’m insulted,” Abdulla stated. “I worked on that hybrid machinery, too, but he’s never asked me to help.”

“Because technically, you’re not an engineer,” Bear pointed out. “Smythe puts people in a category. Think of it as he’s looking for a tool. A particular tool; a particular engineering… screwdriver. If he can’t find one, if they’re all busy, or broken, then he might get the work done with a communications screwdriver. But it isn’t what he’s looking for.”

“I understand what you’re saying, but I don’t like being thought of as a tool.”

“It’s not a conscious thought,” Della explained.

Bear turned his head before the approaching woman could touch his shoulder. “I see you, YD. No coup this time.” The AmerInd woman smiled and drifted off.

“Wait,” Capac stated. “Wasn’t Mac doing something with Yellow Dog tonight?”

“You have a poor ear for lies,” Bugalu told him. “She gave us 6 reasons for leaving, and none of them were true.”

Abdulla asked, “Did one of us say or do something…?”

“Did you touch her, Capac?” Bugalu asked.

“She was on the opposite side of the table!” Capac reminded him. “The most I could have tried was to kick her, and I wouldn’t have known who I was kicking.”

“Bear? You sat next to her.”

“I know better. No, not even accidentally. But, I felt she didn’t want to sit over here. That she preferred facing the wall.”

“She’s that way at supper, too,” Temple agreed. “Well, breakfast for her and TB. We have to sit along a wall, and she sits facing the wall. Like she doesn’t want to see what’s behind her.”

“Did somebody come in just before she decided to leave?” Della asked.

They’re all looking at me. Makes sense; I’m facing the door, and I notice what goes on around me. “Yes,” Bear said softly. “A couple of fabrication guys joined that card game by the snack dispenser. And the group at pool table B.” Bear looked elsewhere for a time, sure that everyone else at his table had turned to see who was at pool table B.

“She likes Takor,” Della stated.

“And D- McGregor, also,” Temple added.

“Smythe,” Abdulla groaned. “I thought she’d get past that problem – whatever it was – once she passed probation!”

Bugalu turned back, and Bear caught his eye. The helmsman gave a slight shake of his head, looking troubled and thoughtful at the same time. That look says there’s probably trouble ahead. Wish I knew what kind.

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Uptight


Month 8 Day 10
0435 Hours
Tall Bear

When Bear set his tray down on her table, Mac jerked to face him, both hands balled and half raised to defend herself. “You’re jumpy,” he observed, and delayed sitting down, to give her a chance to calm down. “Not that I blame you, after hearing what you put up with from E&A.”

Her hands shook as she pulled the corner table away from one wall, moved her chair into the space she’d created, then pulled the table against her ribs. She looked around the mess hall, as if formulating tactics, should the need arise.

“Have I done something to upset you?”

She gave him a fleeting glance, shook her head briefly. “I- It’s just... men.”

E&A ride her hard, a type of ‘courting’ I’ve never understood. But her reaction is worse than normal tonight. “All of us?” he asked softly.

She glanced around again, blushed and lowered her gaze to her meal. “I don’t know.”

She’s really rattled. Not just angry - not much angry, but something else. “May I join you? Or do you prefer I not?” I hope she doesn’t send me away. She needs someone to talk to.

She hesitated, gave a shaky point at the chair opposite her. He sat down slowly, aware she watched his every move. He took several bites, waited for her to continue her meal. I need to stay completely calm, yet let her know that she isn’t alone, that others - myself included, but not just me - will stand with her. “Is this a particularly bad shift on the bridge?”

“No.” She reached for her glass, but her hand shook so much, she changed her mind. “It’s just... It’s just... things.”

He took a bite of sweet potato as he thought about her mysterious ‘things’. “Something happened before your shift?”

“Yes.” She half lifted a bite of meatloaf, dropped it and used both hands to get her drink.

The way she’s acting, I’m surprised she could make the connection from the bridge to security. “Mac.” He touched the edge of her tray with a fingertip as she set the glass down, and her eyes immediately focused on him. “Do you need the rest of the shift off?”

She looked confused, then her eyes snapped indignantly and her back straightened. “No!”

Whatever has her upset hasn’t completely eroded her grit. That’s good. He nodded. “Okay. Just checking. Some women get... worn out after a while, when they’re faced with that kind of... oppression.”

“Worn out?” she repeated softly.

“Well, there’s all sorts of reactions. Ensign Xenokis - do you know her? I should introduce you. - She came to security to let me have lunch, and listened to just half a minute of what was happening on the bridge. She was ready to chew nails, wanted to bash them both in the head.”

He was gratified to see a wan smile. “I should meet her.”

“I think you 2 would hit it off. I’m late because I had to get her settled before I left. She’s good at her job, but still lets her temper take control, from time to time.”

“You guys heard?” She canted her head in confusion, but her hand didn’t shake nearly so much when she took a drink of tea.

“We did,” he answered. “Anything said within a certain radius of communications. Was surprised to hear it being piped to security, but we’re recording it. And listening. When the time comes, there’ll be plenty of proof about what you’ve put up with.”

“Clines,” she stated quietly.

“What about him?”

She ate a couple bites while she gathered her thoughts. “Clines… asked how bad it was. He… did something to the controls before I took over, told me not to change the settings. I was… in my own mind, mostly.” She frowned at her meal. “Barely functioning, really. I didn’t realize what he’d done, didn’t care. By the time I sat down, I’d forgotten he’d done anything.”

“So maybe not all men are monsters.”

A line appeared between her brows as she thought about that while she pushed food around on her plate with her fork. “Did I say they’re monsters?”

“No, but...” Let it go. Her mood is better. They ate in silence for a few moments. “Only half a shift left to get through,” he stated. “Are you going to be as... jumpy after that as you were when I got here?”

“I hope not. I didn’t sleep well, and not sleeping gets me into trouble.”

“I missed you for your workout yesterday.”

She lowered her gaze to her dessert. “I got... distracted by one of my projects during B shift and had to sleep. Try to sleep.”

“So Bugalu said. Just remember, Yellow Dog plans for the 3 of us to spend a day together on Ulsess. We’d better be ready for anything.”

“Very true,” she agreed, and finished her tea. “This was a nice break from... Thank you, Tall.”

“Any time, Shorty,” he returned, stacking items onto his tray. “Just surprised you didn’t think of recording the bridge yourself.”

Her eyes widened. “Me? It wouldn’t have mattered on the tugs, and I got used to just... putting up with it.”

“No one should put up with that stuff.” He wanted to pat her hand in reassurance, but knew that Mac would jerk hers away, and he didn’t want to send her back to work with her nerves again on edge. “See ya.”

“Bear.” It wasn’t what she usually called him, so he paused in getting up. “You’re a good friend. Thank you.”

Not what I was hoping for. Does the good friend ever get the girl? Face it, it’s the best I can do, with this woman. “Whatever you need, Mac.” She finally gave him a real smile. Returning her grin, he got up and left. At least she’s back to normal.

Friday, July 6, 2018

Conundrum & Eye Opening


Conundrum
Month 8 Day 9
1628 Hours
Lt Della Harris
  
Della had just finished buttoning her blouse when she walked out of her quarters and bumped right into someone. He grabbed her arms as they bounced apart, which helped her stay on her feet.

“Sorry, Della,” Bugalu said as he released her. “Have you seen Mac?”

“She’s in bed,” Della answered, and refused to wince at the memory of the redhead’s shockingly white face, the glistening tears caught in red eyelashes that occasionally fell onto the pillow the girl hugged.

“Still?” Bugalu asked.

“I don’t think she’s available this evening,” Della blurted out. “She got carried away with a project today, and didn’t get to bed on time, so she has to sleep now.”

“Oh.” Bugalu gave the door a sloppy smile. “I’m surprised it took her this long to slip up. It’s never been this easy to keep her from a project before. Not sure why it is this time.”

“Maybe she’s following orders,” Della suggested.

“What orders?”

Didn’t mean to say that. Wanted to get away before he showed up, let the locked door give him the message. “I don’t know. She didn’t say much, just pieces and bits that didn’t make a lot of sense. Something about if she didn’t get enough sleep, didn’t devote time to her friends, she wouldn’t be allowed to work on her projects. Or maybe something else. I could be completely wrong.”

“So, she’s breaking all her plans for tonight?”

“She’s in bed, and has her alarm set for 2300.” I don’t know if her alarm is set or not. Don’t know if she’s gotten any sleep. Maybe I’d better come home by 2300 and make sure she’s okay. Or earlier. Definitely earlier. LaPour’s starting to get on my nerves. “I need to get going. See ya.”

“Thanks, Della. I won’t wake her.”

“Good idea.” Della walked away. If I were a good roommate, I probably would have told him the truth; that’s she crying and practically catatonic. But then he’d insist on finding out what’s wrong. Or I would have tried to find out what’s wrong. Or could have figured it out by knowing her better. If I were a good roommate.


Eye Opening
Month 8 Day 9
2348 Hours
Lt James Clines

Jim sneezed as a bit of red approached his station from the lift. He glanced at the chronometer and then at the uniform, knowing who was coming, but surprised none-the-less. I’d swear I’m allergic to her perfume, but I only ever sneeze once. Strange, her uniform is immaculate, but her face is blotchy, like she’s been crying. And not a hint of a smile tonight. “You’re earlier than usual.”

“Didn’t dare be late,” she stated quietly, and reached to start her beginning-of-shift check.

Jim placed his hand over those controls, and her hand jumped back before she touched him. She’s jumpy, too. “I heard what Evans did to you last week. He’s an idiot, to report you for being late by 9 minutes, and it your first time. Don’t feel like you have to make it up to me by coming this early.”

She leaned against the equipment. “It’s not that early. He is an idiot, but not because of that.” She frowned at the floor. “Not just because of that.” She sighed and Jim hardly heard her add, “But he is my supervisor.”

A supervisor who takes his job way too seriously. Not like- “I have a friend who works midnights in engineering.”

She looked at him in confusion, then one corner of her mouth bent up. “Congratulations?”

Jim blushed. “My friend says that his supervisor spends far less time in engineering than he spends out of it.”

“Sounds about right.”

Right? Sounds blasted derelict to me. Never thought she’d have that kind of opinion of the privileges of rank. “Does Evans pick on you? As the newest?”

She gave him a brief glance. “As a woman. The only woman on the bridge on his shift.”

Rumors often have a kernel of truth to them. “You should report him.”

She gave a slight shake of her head. “My word against his. And there’s 2 of him.”

“Surely some of your co-workers would stand by you,” he whispered. Wait. Two? Jim glanced around the bridge, mentally picturing the midnight crew at their various stations. “Who joins him?”

“Good to see you’re not late, MacDowell,” Evans greeted as he moved from the lift to the helm. “That is, if you stop talking long enough to get checked in.”

Mac stood up straight and reached to start her pre-shift checks. This time, Jim didn’t stop her. “Adams,” she muttered without taking her eyes off her chore. “More often than not.”

That’s what she meant about Adams being away from engineering so much! Jim manipulated some of the controls and set a timer. She gave him a questioning look. “Don’t change that until you start your days off,” he instructed, and lowered his voice even more. “This will give you more witnesses of what goes on.”

She lifted one shoulder in a slight shrug, but didn’t make any move toward the controls he had just set. “You are relieved, Lt Clines.”

“Thank you, Lt MacDowell. Hope you have a... pleasant shift.”